One on One
Interview
with Hollie Dunaway!
By Sue TL Fox
(MAR 16) WBAN had an opportunity to go “one on one” with WIBA World
Champion Hollie “Hot Stuff” Dunaway about the on-going saga
in regards to an incident that occurred in April of 2005----nearly a
year ago. The “saga” involved Dunaway using steroids prior to her
highly-televised fight against Germany’s Regina Halmich.
Dunaway answers some tough questions presented to her, and speaks
candidly about that particular experience.
Sue TL
Fox: I know that there has been a lot of "chatter" on the net
about the incident of you testing positive for steroids after you
fought Regina Halmich----can you tell boxing fans what happened
prior to your fight with Halmich, and what motivated you to take
steroids?
Dunaway:
When I decided to take the fight with Regina I knew it was a long
shot considering her size and experience, but my thoughts were “I
have a chance to test myself against one of the most experienced
female boxers in the world, great publicity and the money was a lot
more than I have ever made for a fight.” So I signed the contract
and increased my training. As the fight neared my thoughts turned
from “this is a great opportunity” to a nervous feeling of “this
girl is much bigger, much stronger and hasn’t been beat in 10 years
and I am fighting her in her Germany where she is a huge
celebrity.” I kept reading how everyone thought Elena Reid got
robbed and there was no way to get a decision in Germany and the
tension just built.
Sue TL Fox:
I know from your public statement that you said that you only
took them once, when you say once, are you talking about in one
session of steroids before your fight with Halmich, or on one
occasion?
Dunaway:
I have only used steroids one
time period. I had actually planned to take them twice before the
fight about 6 weeks out, but after the first week I knew that I had
made a mistake.
Sue TL Fox:
Did you ever think about taking steroids when fighting other
boxers, prior to fighting Regina Halmich?
Dunaway:
No, I fight competitively at 102 lbs because I am a naturally small
female. I still wear children size clothes, jeans and all and I am
barely 5 ft. tall. I had never been concerned with being bigger or
stronger before that fight. I had fought at bigger weights but that
was against less skilled opponents and I just weighed in with extra
clothes on to be heavier, I was never concerned before or since with
being physically bigger. Usually I have to lose a few pounds for a
fight, using something that would cause me to gain weight wouldn’t
really make sense.
Sue TL Fox:
If you can talk about this, who or what was the strongest influence
on you taking steroids before fighting Halmich?
Dunaway: I
made this decision completely on my own---I hid it from everyone. I
was super nervous about this fight but I didn’t want anyone to know
that. I think the thing that motivated my decision was a combination
of fear and doubt. What went through my head was going up 3 weight
classes, fighting someone with 40 + wins and someone who hasn’t
been beat in 10 years. It messed with my confidence which is a
dangerous thing for a fighter. If you look at my record early on you
will see I have been in over my head before Regina Halmich. My 3
losses had happened in the first 5 months of my career. I had no
amateur background. I learned how to throw a jab and two weeks later
I was in Memphis fighting Melissa Shaffer. Two months later I was in
Las Vegas fighting Vaia Zaganas who was the IFBA Champion at that
time. I didn’t care about building a record I just wanted to fight.
But after really working hard and turning it around and going from
opponent to contender to World Champion the idea that I might lose
on television in front of millions of German viewers was a very
scary one. I just let the fear and doubt get the better of me.
Sue TL Fox:
When you fought Melissa Shaffer, did you think or assume that you
would be tested after the bout for steroids?
Dunaway: I
knew that Melissa’s management probably knew about the positive
results from the year before. I was expecting it to be in the
contract but when it wasn’t I just assumed that I would be tested
after the fight. I wasn’t concerned about it because I knew I would
test negative.
Sue TL
Fox: When you did take the steroids, what kind of effect did
they have on your body?
Dunaway: I
usually walk around at about 106 lbs and after a couple of weeks I
was 115 lbs. I looked swollen and my skin broke out all over my
body. I had terrible muscle cramps. I couldn’t run because my calves
would cramp and I couldn’t breathe whenever I ran for any extended
time. Sometimes I would have to quit working out or sparring because
of muscle cramps and problems breathing and I just cried everyday. I
knew that I messed up bad and I looked gross I just wanted that
stuff out of me. Brian (my trainer and husband) noticed something
wasn’t right after about a week of muscle cramps and being unusually
winded. He suspected something and when I told him he was furious,
we almost broke up over all of this. I didn’t realize that all of
these side effects would happen, I really didn’t know anything about
them at all. It was a totally stupid decision.
Sue TL Fox:
Before deciding to no longer work with your ex-manager, how long
did your ex-manager have knowledge about the steroid use, before he
came forward to talk about what had happened?
Dunaway: My ex-manager knew about it when the results came
back about 2 weeks after the fight in Germany, which was in April of
2005. I was suspended from fighting in Europe or for any WIBF title
for 1 year. I apologized and we thought that the whole thing was
over. I fired my ex-manager in August and in September he wrote a
big statement about how I tested positive for steroids in Germany
and e-mailed it to you and other women’s boxing websites, to
athletic commissioners I knew to matchmakers, promoters and former
opponents.
Sue TL Fox:
It seems that you have made no excuses for what you did...you
openly apologized and then you tried to get on with your boxing
career. What would you like to say or do to "close the door" on
this unfortunate incident?
Dunaway:
That I made a terrible mistake that I will always be ashamed of.
This one poor choice had nothing but negative consequences. I paid
for this mistake when I was in the biggest fight of my career and
was not in proper condition because of the side effects. I paid when
it was made public and I was totally embarrassed and humiliated when
my fans, friends and family found out. People have questioned my
accomplishments and called me names. I realize I was responsible for
some of this. I apologized publicly, I agreed to rematch former
opponents if they had a question. I have been completely honest
about the whole situation as embarrassing as it was. I am answering
these questions today for the whole women’s boxing world to see. I
tested negative after my last fight and I will take a drug test for
all my future fights if necessary and I will continue to test
negative for the rest of my career. I know that people have their
opinions and I can not change that. I can only be honest and open
about the situation and move forward.
Sue TL Fox:
When you found out that the Melissa Shaffer team made a
complaint to the WIBA for not following their rules, and that there
was no testing after the fight for steroids, you stated in your
public statement that you were tested on February 22, who paid for
that test?
Dunaway: As far as the
complaint about Ryan Wissow not being there, he told us that he was
already scheduled to be in Trinidad that day and wouldn’t be able to
make it. Arnie Rosenthal told us at the weigh-in that he was going
to be the WIBA Supervisor and I was fine with that. As far as the
drug test, after the fight Tim Leukenoff (ABC President) told Brian
that someone was alleging steroid use by me. Brian told him that I
would take a test if he wanted and Tim said he would keep that in
mind. Nothing more was ever said about it. When I got home I was
expecting some negative talk and they didn’t let me down. A couple
of days later I saw where Melissa’s team had filed a protest
concerning the drug testing. I decided to get tested at my own
expense because I didn’t want any questions concerning this fight. I
wasn’t mad or offended by Melissa and her management at all they had
a right to question since I had tested positive a year before. I
just wanted my fans, Melissa and her management to know that it was
a fair match and nothing illegal was going on.
Sue TL Fox:
You were very bulked up for your fight against Melissa Shaffer,
can you talk about what you did do to get in that kind of condition?
Dunaway: I wasn’t bulked
up I was 99 lbs. I was just extremely lean because I worked out hard
and ate perfectly. I am a Certified Personal Trainer at World Class
Fitness in my hometown of Fort Smith. I am very knowledgeable about
fitness and nutrition; it is what I do for a living. As for what I
did to prepare for this fight Chris Davis has a Master’s Degree in
Kinesiology designed my nutrition program and we made adjustments
daily. Brian is a great trainer and very knowledgeable concerning my
strength and conditioning programs and my skill development. I also
worked with amateur boxing coach Clifford May in preparation for
this fight who helped me sharpen some things up and fine tune my
skills. I usually break my training into three daily increments. I
usually run in the morning, I do my strength and conditioning in the
afternoon and work on my skill training in the evening. I spend the
majority of my day in the gym since I am employed there and working
out there. I worked out extremely hard for this fight. I knew
Melissa would be in shape so I was determined to be in better
condition. I wanted to win this fight with everything in me.
Whenever I got tired all that went through my head is Melissa was
working hard and I worked even harder. Boxing is not my hobby it is
my life. There has not been one day in the last 3 years that I
haven’t thought about boxing. I am 100% dedicated to being a better
boxer and in being in absolutely top condition for my fights.
Sue TL Fox:
In retrospect, what would you tell other women boxers about
your experience with taking steroids, and any advice to them?
Dunaway: My
experience was a very negative one. One mistake has forever cast a
shadow over my career. The ironic thing about this all is that the
only fight I used steroids before I lost. The side effects on my
appearance, my ability to train and the embarrassing impact on my
career made it a terrible experience. In my opinion, steroids
provide no real advantage to a boxer. I lost to Regina because she
was more experienced, more skilled and naturally bigger. No drug can
give you an advantage when you are facing those differences. I won
against my other opponents because I was a better boxer and in great
shape not because I was bigger or stronger. All of the opponents
that I beat were bigger; Melissa is the only person I have fought
who is naturally smaller than me. My advice to other women boxers
would be to read this interview and remember that it is all true. I
let down myself, the people who have helped me in my career and this
sport which I love very much. It will take a long time and a lot of
work to overcome the negative shadow on my career, but I am prepared
to stay the course and do great things in this sport. Answering
these questions for everyone to read was kind of difficult and
embarrassing but I just hope that maybe other women boxers will get
some questions answered and make a better decision than I did.
WBAN would like
to sincerely thank Hollie Dunaway for taking the time to do this
interview on WBAN.